It does. I know he’s going through some stuff at the moment, primarily relating to his living situation but there’s other bits and pieces too. I guess he thought pushing me away was the better choice, at least right now. He had been drinking when the conversation happened so I’m not sure whether that has clouded his judgement too.

For now, like you say it’s all about giving it time and space. I want to be there for him but all I can do is leave him be. He knows where I am if he chooses to reach out.

www.phoneboy.info.

hehe true. The area he’s in is classed as Fraser Coast, but I find it easier to describe to others if I just say Sunshine Coast. Stops the ‘where the hell is that?!’ lol.

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variablepulserate.10centuries.org.

I hope everything went as expected today.

peemee.10centuries.org.

No. He was someone I went to school with (admittedly we crushed on each other hardcore back then too…). Reconnected via Facebook in August last year.

He lives on the Sunshine Coast, 3hrs north of where I am.

www.phoneboy.info.

glad to see you back 😁

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larryanderson.org.

Two weeks since the break up, yet he’s still talking to me. Yes it’s small talk but I’m left wondering what all of this means.

If he says he still loves me, is it really a break up or is this just him needing a break in general and finding excuses to push me away?

I don’t know what to do. Part of me is telling me not to engage in conversation, if he wants to talk anything other than small talk he knows where I am.

congrats! 🎉🍾

www.phoneboy.info.

thanks joe! I’m anticipating the surgeon will share the same sentiment my Dr does in that I need surgery.

joeo10.10centuries.org.

yeah, that’s probably a fair assessment. I’d say surgery is needed to grind down the spur at the very least. I’d say that is what’s causing the instability and constant feeling of being out of place. Even my Dr after looking at the original X-ray from when I first dislocated it was like ‘well that’s not where your kneecap is meant to be…’ 🙃

variablepulserate.10centuries.org.

it’s more discomfort than pain at this point, which the knee brace helps with.

matigo.ca.