@kdfrawg that's the plan my friend :) To be loyal to that place for that long for them to not do the right thing would be devastating. My mum and I are talking about this exact thing right now … I've always maintained that I won't be staying if it doesn't go my way.
// @joeo10
My mindset of treating these two weeks as my last was working at the start of the week but these last two days have been a little topsy-turvy. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.
@kdfrawg there are so many people, including some of you guys that are confident that good things will go my way. I just want to know now so I can keep going without all the uncertainty. I hate this. There are so many things on my wishlist that I want to do. I'm generally a patient person by nature but this is getting beyond ridiculous now. I want to be happy again, cause right now I feel like I'm on auto-pilot.
// @joeo10
@kdfrawg yeah, it probably doesn't help that my self doubt is setting in - slowly but surely.
// @joeo10