Thanks mate. We went to visit her this Sunday just gone and she looks a lot better. Just need to make sure everything is stabilised before she comes home. It looks like she’s coming home on Thursday

I was asleep while this thread was continuing so just catching up now. I could even use tumblr as a blogging platform - I haven’t fully thought the plan through yet. I think because I’m not working right now, I’m kinda alone in my thoughts a lot and that’s probably another reason why my anxiety is at an all time high.

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thanks for teaching me something new! I remember you guys talking about the Dog Days of Podcasting back when I first joined ADN. I’m still sticking to the idea of a blog though. Putting my thoughts down like that will probably keep them from lingering in my mind all the time without properly dealing with them.

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that would be nice. I might be able to do that soon. Meditation seems to be working so far and I’m thinking about seeing a therapist again. I never really took it seriously the last time cause it was right before I went overseas and looking forward to that was all I could focus on.

Being at home with just my thoughts isn’t doing me any good, at least not at the moment - and I need to work through what I can do about that. Watching YouTube and playing Zelda is doing well to numb everything though.

Thanks mate. Each day is tough right now and I feel like I'm getting through with the thinnest of threads. I don't know how much longer I can take but I wish it would stop soon.

yep, it sucks. I'm feeling pretty numb at the moment. I don't have the motivation to do anything. It's fair to say I'm struggling quite a lot.

Yet another health scare has hit us. Nan is back in hospital with what appears to be another strain of pneumonia. I don’t know how to feel right now.

Not too bad even though I’m not working right now. There have been quite a few bouts of anxiety and depression but I think I’m ok at the moment.

I’m glad I don’t get the temptation to have this often …

oh really? I wouldn’t have guessed that at all …

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