Finally taking @phoneboy’s advice. Killing some time before meeting up with mates for lunch.
So I’ve been looking at getting Ben & Jerry’s again for a little while. It’s been a very long time and I’m surprised at the very small selection now. My all time fave flavour has been discontinued and I’ve got three new ones to choose from. But I need your help. Which one should I choose:
- Peanut Buttah
- Salted Caramel
- Cinnamon Buns
Tomorrow’s going to be fun day. A job interview to start with, followed by lunch with mates. Some study time when I get back home and seeing Good Charlotte to end the day. Can’t get much better than that.
@hybotics It does get annoying. I feel like Dr Jekyll & Mr Hyde at times, where I go from being reasonably happy to incredibly sad. This week seems to be a better week so far.
// @matigo
@sumudu I do but probably not enough. I came across this app called Udemy recently. It’s like Code Academy but they also offer courses on meditation and mindfulness. I figure that could be worth it too. I find it only happens while my mind isn’t occupied with other things. This is where playing video games and getting through my studies is making me feel normal.
// @matigo
@matigo 17+ hours in comfort? Yes please … otherwise nooooo. Also shave maybe three hours off that if it went from Brisbane, not so bad …
@matigo I agree. I hate the fact I have these anxiety/depression filled moments in my life now. I never thought I’d be plagued by mental health issues but here we are. I am happy I can use this platform to rant, even if it doesn’t happen that often.
Why is it that when everything starts to go smoothly something has to come along and mess it all up?
Living in a multi-generational house is not all it's cracked up to be (I feel like I should write a blog on it) but for now I'll stick to the short version. Long story short, I can't wait until the new house build starts (if it even goes ahead - I won't know that for another few weeks yet).
This whole us against them is doing my head in. You've got the three of us (me, my mum and my nan) and the two of them (my uncle and my cousin). We (us) try our best to keep the household running and they (them) do everything to mess it all up, by keeping their head in the sand (my uncle) and be completely oblivious to everything around them (my cousin).
The anxiety I feel while I'm in this house is at an all time high. All the time. I seem to do very well to mask it though, which probably isn't at all good for me. The only way I can deal with this is being in my happy place, in my bedroom with YouTube and video games.
I'm sorry for the rant but I just needed to get it out before the weekend otherwise it's going to do my head in. Now if you'll excuse me, I'm off to play Horizon Zero Dawn for a while.