So did I … just one of those days I guess.

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Ugh. Monday again. The only saving grace is this is my last full week of the day job for the year. It’s also going to be a really hot day. 39°C.

Yeah, it was nice. I've started to put pen to paper (or in my case, keyboard to Day One) about some things that have been on my mind. Whether I share these thoughts with anybody is a decision I'll make later.

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It’s interesting how the mind can switch emotions within a matter of hours. I’m sitting there playing Days Gone when I get invited to go out to dinner with my sister, BIL and the kids. That was a fun time. Yet as I’m writing this I’m feeling incredibly sad. I’m looking back at messages from a friend I barely speak with now. I know I should just let go but it’s hard.

So I mentioned a few weeks ago maybe about taking myself on a cathartic journey inside my own mind, to try and clear some of the negativity. To date I haven’t done very well with this as there have been other things occupying my mind1. Now as I’m heading into my last week before Xmas break, I feel like now is the right time to take on this journey2.


  1. e.g. talking to mates, day job stuff, life in general

  2. Every time I felt like writing, all the emotion of it would get in the way

Yikes! That’s not good at all. Hope you feel better soon.

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that date format does very well for me here … just saying.

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Ouch. Not cool.

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Not always. Especially when those emotions hurt so bad you can’t even write about them. I think that’s where I’m at right now.

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Yeah, I missed my normal train this morning …