It feels good to be able to write about it all and not get caught up in the emotion of it. I found myself in yet another tough situation that I’m finding it hard to deal with.

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Nah, I ended up watching some random stuff on YouTube. Ended up falling asleep pretty quickly.

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It was, to a certain extent. Sunday night I finally took the plunge and started to write about some situations that have been troubling me of late. I didn’t add anything to it last night, just felt too sad.

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we had 39° up here yesterday. It was horrendous to say the least. If I didn’t have a Xmas lunch on the north side, you’d best believe I would not be moving out of the aircon until home time. Today will be a little better.

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Don’t know why I watch the things I do sometimes. That last episode of Mr Inbetween was incredibly sad.

I’ve been drinking a fair bit of that today. Least it will be somewhat cooler by the time I have to walk home.

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So did I … just one of those days I guess.

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Ugh. Monday again. The only saving grace is this is my last full week of the day job for the year. It’s also going to be a really hot day. 39°C.

Yeah, it was nice. I've started to put pen to paper (or in my case, keyboard to Day One) about some things that have been on my mind. Whether I share these thoughts with anybody is a decision I'll make later.

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It’s interesting how the mind can switch emotions within a matter of hours. I’m sitting there playing Days Gone when I get invited to go out to dinner with my sister, BIL and the kids. That was a fun time. Yet as I’m writing this I’m feeling incredibly sad. I’m looking back at messages from a friend I barely speak with now. I know I should just let go but it’s hard.