@matigo I'm not sure. I like my alone time just as much as the next person. If I had the financial stability, I would've moved out a long time ago. I need to figure out what's really going on in my head, instead of constantly finding something else to focus on, whether it be gaming or work to numb everything for a short while.
@sumudu Good thing about Udemy is they have sales on courses all the time. I reckon you and I have maybe bought the same course.
@sumudu I bought a CBT course on Udemy a little while ago but at that point, everything seemed to be going ok so I didn't think anything else of it. I think now is the time to revisit it and maybe taking other courses. I need to focus on writing too, something I said I would do a while ago but haven't really taken that plunge.
So I am back home, after housesitting from Wednesday night. I ended up connecting my Switch to access YouTube on the downstairs TV. I watched a playthrough of quite a sad game but I had plenty of belly laughs to make up for it. As soon as I walked back in though, I can feel the anxiety building again but I'm keeping it at bay by watching The Amazing Race.
@matigo What we have to remember is the fact they left is out of our control. We cannot control what is out of our control. All we can do is wish them well, and if they decide to come back, welcome them with open arms.
// @sumudu
@matigo Not when it's that late. If I'd snoozed as soon as I got home it would be different.
The only downfall about taking a snooze after dinner is the fact I'm still awake now and I should be asleep. Just had a cup of tea so hopefully that will make me relaxed enough to go to sleep soon.