I'm having very mixed feelings tonight.

I'm grateful. I'm realising as I get older I don't have a lot of friends in real life. I have a small circle of friends that I see every so often and then there's the handful of true friends, those few people that I completely trust and can talk about absolutely anything.

Then there's you guys. I haven't met any of you in real life but there's a select few that have got me through some pretty tough times in my life. For that I say a massive thank you and here's a virtual hug from me. I did have a hiatus from here but I'm glad I'm back.

On the other side, I'm feeling quite anxious about certain things. I am getting better about how I deal with these kind of situations though, which is nice.