I’m not dealing at all well at the moment. I’ve had too many days this week where I’ve burst into tears on the train home. And all because of the day job. I am very tempted to request to change teams because I can’t handle the negative energy. No matter how much I turn a blind eye to it, deep down it affects me badly. And knowing that I can’t ask for help from anyone but one person in the team is dragging me down too. At the same time I’m tempted to just keep my head down and not say a word.