It has been hard, that is true. But I'm slightly relieved I've done all I can do in this process. I have to rely on other people to get me through now and that feeling kills me. I feel like I have strong referees who I work closely with and can vouch for how well I can do my job. I guess that's got to count for something, right?

19 May is the last possible day I find out anything, I figure the closer I get to that day the better chance I have of being successful at this process.

// @kdfrawg