@hazardwarning I’ve been meaning to answer this for a little while but I needed a break from everything. I’m very lucky to be where I am right now. Things could’ve been very different if I have done anything seriously bad to harm myself. I won’t share anything bad here as I feel like that will open old wounds. But I feel like I’m finally at a place where I have purpose. I’m working for a place that genuinely cares about how I feel. My family life is far better and I may have a new relationship on the horizon but I’m taking things slow.